Tuesday, June 23, 2009

nothing is important anymore..
i just wan you to get recovered
going to start my new life in singapore again soon..
exam on monday..
try to squeeze sth inside..
a brand new life in singapore..
without her..
only me..
god bless me..

Friday, June 19, 2009

nothing goes in my mind..
start to read the words..
start to think about u..
i can start feel it now..
feel the loneness..
no more morning call to wake me up...
no more sms-ing when i walk to mrt station..
no more cheering up when i m down..
no more starbuck..no more cityhall..no more raffles..no more...
what i feel it will go the same to you..
i know u r as down as me right now..
we don know the future..
we don know the coming years..
but 1 thing we know..
we are truely in love with each other right now...
nobody knows wat will happen in the end..
nobody knows can our love persist..
but i m gonna wait for u..
baby i will wait for u..
you gotta be feeling crazy like me now..
how can u walk away,everything stays the same?
i just cant do it baby..
but i will minimise the impact..
baby,i will wait for you
baby,i will wait for you
if it's the las thing i do..
baby i will wait for you.
coz i don know wat else i can do..
if it takes the rest of my life..
baby i will wait for you.
i really need u in my life
no matter wat i have to do..
i wait for u...
i'll be waiting......
failed to study again...
mechanic..autocad..electronic..lab..
none of them i studied..
everything stuck in my mind..
i gonna depend on how much i listened in the class..
everything seems so dull now..
some damn grey clouds have covered up my holy sun..
going to find a way..
break through all these..
revive the rainbow of my life..
let it shines again..

Thursday, June 18, 2009

2 more ppl leave from SP..
this tiny little small dot is getting less and less ppl..
it's going to have less and less thing for me to stay too..
but i still have to hold it in 3 years..
yea..i quit my volleyball..
no mood in it anymore in SP..they are playing 'status' game..
and no more goal for me to stay with it..
but yea of cos i will go and learn more things...
to be an all-rounded..
and emphasize my life..make it more interesting but no dull...
has been slack for 2 weeks..left 1 week to study for mid-term test..
going to buck up..before i die..and trive to beat everyone..
be the top..
at the peak..
OUTSTANDING....
gonna sleep early today..promised baby..haha

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

i really love my baby so much!!
your picturemake so happy...so sweet..
we are an item..i will hold ur hand tightly walk together all the way down..

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

2.16am...
is time to sleep..good night baby..
i really miss u a lot..will be back soon..
mucks...i will finished the case as soon as possible..
sweete dream...mucks
no cry baby..
i will be there always..
go for it..
your dream..your future..
yea..there would be some ways for us..as wat u said last time...
rest assured..i will be fine 1 more time..
no matter where u r..a part of me will alwyas be with u..

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

3.36am...haha
enjoying my life with u...
appreciate every second that i have

Sunday, June 7, 2009

i scare...
i don know how much time i left...
i don know will i pull it over this time...

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

i had mentally prepared for everything of this..
i know it will happen..
baby i know that is wat u wan it so much...
i support u go for it...
i know it is hard to straight up ur heart to go for it..
but that is ur chance...ppl wan it so much but is not so fortunate like u...
now u got the chance...go for it...after this time maybe u really cant get a golden opportunity...
i don know how to expree out my words...
i wish i could find a word to say..
baby i would tell u how much u mean to me...
how much u filled in my heart..
all i ever want it comes right down to u..
all the hurdles...all the obstacle we had gone through...
will never be just a part of my memories...
cos i wont let us become only a memory...
baby i promise u that my clock will stuck on thoughts of u and me only...
4years...i know it is hard...but i willy to try...
rest assure baby...without u..i wont go...
baby my advise is go for it..
i cant be so selfish keeping you with me...
go go my dear...
4years...yes it is a test...before it happen on myself..
i never believe in long distance love...
but for u...my babyi willing to give it a try...
no matter wat is the outcome...u r always in my mind...my heart is always wit u..
no matter where r u...no matter where m i...
a part of me is always be with u...
that is...
MY HEART...
I LOVE U MY DEAR...