i am back..

so much to say...

but i am lazy...

but i am HAPPY..

i love my holidays..but it ends soon..

competition..job..exam coming soon..

lol..

see when i got mood only tel about my trip ba..

I AM INDULGE IN YOUR LOVE TOO..

THANK YOU.

having exam right now..

yet..

still a lot of things suddenly crop up..

my didi..

has to be shifted from foon yew..

but where should we send him to?

i don know how to help him..

and my parents.

i am sure they are very upset and helpless..

i mean they are having more headache than me..

i have just requested my mum for not going taiwan..

cos i hope she get my didi thing done..

i feel terrible..cos travel is her only favourite now..

why wont my bro think..

like this not going to give him any benefit..

haiz..

my mum is having a much more troubles right now..

from every single sons..

sometimes i just feel that a big family is not really a good thing..

looks good in front of people..

but who knows the story inside them..

as every family has their own story book..

i hope i can give my mum more joys..

and i hope i can be one who gives least trouble to her..

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i feel i am really stupid..

sometime..

i just feel like so empty without u..

i will start thinking why m i studying..

if studyiing is because of ur money in future..

like this why don i just straight start to do business from my parent??

being reliable...

in which kind and which perspective right now as i have no penni in my hand?

being a man..i got to give the relibility to my girl..

and i am striving for it..

i just feel i still have nth as i am going 19..

i feel i am useless sometime..

i have no faith recently..

pls lifts my head up when i am down..

turn my low to high

only u can do it..