ok everyone..

tel me wat to do...

my car...

being broken by my teamate's father..

as what he said...

u all know how much effort i put on it..

came out with the design..

manufactured it...

and went to workshop 'ALONE' to smoothen it.

i gave it a great hope in it for winning the prize...

but it is broken now..

k...

don cry over a spilt milk.

i should now think of a way to fix it back...

i hope i can make it perfectly..

and school works are driving me crazy..

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soli baby..

i m not in a good mood..

hugx..

bitch..

when i almost done my blogging..

don know wth i presses..

it was deleted..

and so now i will make this blog shorter as i m not so determine to write a good 1..

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ok i got the champion for pol-ite volleyball tournament..

i did not feel os happy as wat i got in jb..

but i think this competition some how made me more bonded to the team n teamates..

and made us have build up some chemistry between us..

the mind of quit had quitted from my mind..

and i wan to let my baby come and see my competition haha..

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passed our half year anniversary last weekend..

time flies...

a lot of big decision in our life had been made..

i know is some how feel ridiculous and non-rasional for some one..

but i think we had considered them carefully with a matured mind..

i think we had choosed the best for us..

and i will never regret of wat i choosed..

i m living a contented life...

not wishing anything more..

but just to strive and wish for a little bit of luck...

let me shine..

give u a good life...

i going to start buying some stocks and learn some investment through it..

wish me luck..

earn my first tong of gold..

i love u baby..

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oh ya..worked 2.5 hours..

earned 20dollars..

it is really quite a lot..

wish to go back work again...

i will not quit suddenly and irresponsibly again..

haha...

finding a job..

bye...

down down down down...

this feeling is weird...

and inconsolable.

first of all..i wan to say soli to tey wei..

tey wei..yesterday i had competition in singapore..

i cant wish u on time soli..later i call u..

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second talked about the match yesterday..

versus the strongest team yesterday..

temasik poly..

well we won them with a score of 3-2..tough game..

but compare to the national final on 2007..

this is easier and faster..

k k the match some how make me feel a bit bonded to the team

cos my teamates trusted me and i did a good job too..

reconsidering of quit-ing it.

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just now swam..

after warming up with 1 lap..

i straight away swim a 3 laps free-style non stop..

150m i think..3 laps of a standard size pool..

that is the highcord i ever made..

swim till i feel like to faint..

well aku pencen selepas itu..

lesson of the day..

never try to push ur limit too far..

slowly will always go further..

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baby is having lesson right now..

everyone is..except me..

waiting to see her..going out later at night..

see u..

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ok i shall stop and revise my works..

should call tey wei later..

tey wei wait for me..

mucks!

cb i rushed down from my house to school..

the teacher told me;class canceled..

WTF..

having extra 2 hours break and is in the free access room blogging.

i seriously miss my baby a lot..

this week having my volleyball competition..

may not be able to see her..

but i know ur heart is always be with me..

ur voice could melt me..

we shall bridge over all the river..

and stand at the edge of happiness..

hugx..

ERM STAND UP JINWEI..

I KNOW YOUR FEELING VERY VERY WELL..

COS I HAVE EXPERIENCED IT..

I UNDERSTAND IT MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE..

BUT JIN WEI..LIFE HAS TO BE CONTINUE,

when u look it back after years..

u will find out urself very silly for wasting ur time to emo..

the warm embrace does't last..

so just let it go..

she don go,how can the right 1 come?

believe me..u will live better without her..

u can have ur dota..have ur basketball..have ur frens..

someone better will come to u.

GEAR UP..MOVE..