currently i have my sem break..

but i have no life...

freaking...

NO LIFE...

i need to make a change..

after things go smooth

最近压力大。

以前的我，不抱巨大抱负，

向往无拘无束，

开开心心，

不需理会金钱，文凭，学历。

不是苟且偷生，

只求够吃够用，

是一个“人生短短几十年，重要是开心”主义者。

所以我不是很在乎我在哪读书，

要到那里深造，

大学一定要最好，

成绩一定要好过人等等。

重要的是我活得实在，

事事能靠自己，

不拖泥带水，做男人该做的就好。

但我渐渐成长，

活在一个事事说钱的社会，

没钱没学历=没出息！

我的思想被改变，

渐渐的我认为钱最重要，

想尽一切办法去赚我所能赚的钱，

没钱怎么在orchard road逛街？

怎么带我心爱的人旅行？

怎么孝顺父母？

我变成了一个“人生短短几十年，必须创造一翻大事业”思想者。

妈妈常提醒我不要走火入魔，

现在还小，

慢慢来。

但我深知他们所受的闲言闲语，

我必需创出一片天，

让他们为我骄傲！

我会努力。

我知道我能:)..

为你，

为我的家人，

我会成功，

也许需要些时间，

但我会成功：）

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG ELAY:)

HOW LONG IT IS SINCE THE LAST TIME I WAS HERE

LOL REALLY LONG..

SERIOUSLY I AM GETTING BORED WITH BLOG..

AND I AM LAZY TO WRITE:)

YEA I AM HERE AGAIN TO TALK ABOUT MY FATTY.

NGELAY.

YES TOMMOROW IS YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)

YOU ARE 19 NOW!

WELL YOU WILL ALWAYS HOPE YOU ARE IN 18 HAHA.

AS YOU SAID THE FIRST WRINKLE OF A GIRL WILL BE ON 19TH HALF.

YEA SO YOU STILL HAVE ANOTHER HALF YEAR:)

ER..

词穷=.="

I SHALL KEEP ALL THE MUSHY ADDRESS TO OURSELVES:).

THIS WILL JUST BE A GREET:)

THIS IS YOUR SECOND THAT WE SPEND TOGETHER.

I AM HAVING EXAM AND I CANT BE CELEBRATING THIS WITH U ON EXACT DAY.

I AM SORRY.

WELL I KNOW YOU DON MIND:)..

PARTY ON SATURDAY HAHA.

ER..

I THINK I NEED TO PRAISE YOU.

YOU ARE ADORABLE.

ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU EAT..WAHAHA!

YOU TAKE CARE OF ME.

STILL REMEMBER I WAS SICK JUST AFTER A QUARREL WITH YOU.

YET A SILLY CAME ALL THE WAY FROM JB.

TO BUY ME A HERBAL TEA.

THE JOKE I SHALL NOT MENTION:)

BUT THIS IS REALLY TOUCH.

ELAY.

I CAN FEEL YOU ARE THE ONE I NEED IN MY LIFE:)

I WONT LET YOU GO..AT LEAST NOT EASILY..

THERE IS NO ONE BORNED FOR THE OTHER.

A LOVE NEEDS TOLERANCE FROM EITHER ONE SIDE.

SINCE YOU TOLD ME YOU ARE NOT DOING IT FOR ME..

IT HURTS LAST TIME.

BUT I TOLD YOU I WILL DO IT FOR YOU.:)

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

AND I KNOW YOU LIE ABOUT IT TOO NOW:)

COS U CHANGED.

NOT THAT FIERCE ANYMORE..LOL.

MUST BE LIKE ME. HUMBLE,ADORABLE,LOVEABLE KID MA.

DON WAN TO DRAG THIS TOO LONG.

SO I SHALL END HERE..

HOPE YOU LIKE THE LITTLE PRESENT:)

ELAY..

THANKS FOR BEING THE COLOURS IN MY LIFE.

SERIOUSLY,WITHOUT YOU I JUST COULDN'T SURVIVE.

WE WILL MAKE EVERYTHING THROUGH AND HAVE A GOOD ENDING:)

BELIEVE IT.

GO FOR IT.I KNOW WE DO.

ONCE AGAIN.

I LOVE YOU AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

OUR ALBUM NEEDS A MISTRESS AND SOMEONE TO PASTE THE LAST PAGE OF IT:)

ok this blog is dumb..i upload a picture and it changes all the things!!!

damn!!!
I MA SUPER ANGRY AND PISSED OFF!!

i am stucked again!!1

i am lazy to tel anythign about me now...

they are a lot good thing happened to me..

but sorry my dear..

i just lazy to share..

read from my fatty's blog ya...

i am here to tell u all..

I AM STUCKED IN SINGAPORE AGAIN!

DUE TO STUPID CIP...

I WANA GO BACK...

HAVE MY NEW YEAR!

damn...

monday faster comes..

everyone is going to be uni student this year..

me..

STUCKED..

another 2 years...

i know it will come..

but i just feel du lan...

for not being a uni student like others in this year..

knowing this should not be used for comparison..

yet,i just feel it..lol..

ok i will have a bright future...

to pay for my sacrify of play and oversea relax uni life!.

damn it ..

god...gives me back ya..

promised..

LOL..

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baby i love you..

life without u i could really burst off...

hugx

3-6-5

I am damn lazy.....

Lucky I have a good baby =D

Good food from Chef Ah Jie (sorry, I think Chef Ah Jie sounds better than Chef Fong. Haha )

You still owe me a song ♥

p/s: I am also very lazy, that's why I uploaded pictures but little words.

future...

hi!

what is my future??

i somehow really wish to know it..

i am curious in it..

will i be in a successful path??

i hope i am..

i cant fail..cos it is a one-way journey..

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is blogging in the class again..

cos this stupid useless module is like wasting my time..

just went to see the exhibition of those seniors' final year project..

of cos only those who got chosen and known as the best only..

they are really doing a great great job...

so much more out of my imagination..

and it drag me into a deeper thought...

will my capability same as them when i am at my final year??

i have to strive and be among in the tent too..

if not it means a failure for me..

thier creations are so advanced..

and some of them got the interest from some big company..

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7weeks more to go den i will be finish my first year..

really fast...

and next week..you will be back to me again..

i am really happy and glad about it=)..

i have made myself quite dissolve in the culture and 'singlish'..

i don like the english here..but i have no choice cos i have no way else to learn..

and they will take your 'learning' as acting..

but without acting and practise..

u will only end up with singlish but not teh proper 1..

i believe myself still a fortune 1 cos i have the chances to AUS very often..

and there is the only chance i can learn english..

so i really wan to pick them up..

i am trying to clear all the obstacles..

ignoring every words they said.lol..

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our big day coming soon..

i will do somethign for u..

but bear with me..cos i still don have the strength to give u a luxury 1..

and i know u don mind..if not u will not be with me=)

thanks for everything..

i love you.

BYE 2009..HI 2010

NEW YEAR..NEW DREAM..NEW GOAL..NEW REVOLUTION..

ERM...OK

I AM LAZY TO WRITE ANYMORE..

BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST AS THIS IS GOING TO BE THE

FIRST POST IN 2010..LOL

SUMMARY OF 2009..

I HAVE ACHIEVED QUITE A LOT OF GOALS..

WHICH I SET THEM AT THE BEGINING OF 2009..

WOW..TIME FLIES..I SHOULD SAY..TIME TELEPORTS..

1 YEAR GONE..

LOL I HAVE MADE MYSELF..

HALFWAY TO FINANCIAL-INDEPENTANT..

yea i did it!lol..through all the hard works..

i spend all my hard-earned pennis..i feel free and comfortable..

sort of proud??lol..i guess so...but i just love the feeling..

next..i did learn new things!new skill..

i knwo how to sail a boat..

i haven go get the license..but i am sure to get it this year..

wa..it's like nothing in my brain now..lol...wth..

erm...foster my relationship with my bros??

i tried every possible way keep our distance not that unreachable..

sms u all whenever i am back from singapore..

i hope i maintain it well..

and it was awesome for the new year eve and the 'boom boom pow'

LOL..

and one more thing i wan to say..

i keep a very good relation with jian ming..lol...

we are almost like a real brother..

he is not an ordinary fren for me..

it is sort of a revolution from a fren to a family member..lol

seng jian ming...

i love you..maybe..fuck u..

ah...SKIP!

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ok wat i failed??

i failed to get my english and vocabulary improve!lol

cos i don have the determination to read english newspaper everyday..

cos SG newspaper the english is pro..and i have no electronic dictionary...

lol...these all are excuses haha..nutshell..i am lazy..

i feel i have spent my 2009 well..

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one more...

cos of u..

thank you..

u let me have a goal of my life..

you gave me a dream of our future..

you gave me the need to survive in singapore..

you are the essential ingredient in my life..

u lift my head up when i am down..

you weather-ed all the hurricanes with me.

we made our steps to this stage..
i shall appreciate u and us more than anythign else..

THANK YOU

my love...

i serioulsy like all the panda pictures...haha