i am back..

so much to say...

but i am lazy...

but i am HAPPY..

i love my holidays..but it ends soon..

competition..job..exam coming soon..

lol..

see when i got mood only tel about my trip ba..

I AM INDULGE IN YOUR LOVE TOO..

THANK YOU.

having exam right now..

yet..

still a lot of things suddenly crop up..

my didi..

has to be shifted from foon yew..

but where should we send him to?

i don know how to help him..

and my parents.

i am sure they are very upset and helpless..

i mean they are having more headache than me..

i have just requested my mum for not going taiwan..

cos i hope she get my didi thing done..

i feel terrible..cos travel is her only favourite now..

why wont my bro think..

like this not going to give him any benefit..

haiz..

my mum is having a much more troubles right now..

from every single sons..

sometimes i just feel that a big family is not really a good thing..

looks good in front of people..

but who knows the story inside them..

as every family has their own story book..

i hope i can give my mum more joys..

and i hope i can be one who gives least trouble to her..

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i feel i am really stupid..

sometime..

i just feel like so empty without u..

i will start thinking why m i studying..

if studyiing is because of ur money in future..

like this why don i just straight start to do business from my parent??

being reliable...

in which kind and which perspective right now as i have no penni in my hand?

being a man..i got to give the relibility to my girl..

and i am striving for it..

i just feel i still have nth as i am going 19..

i feel i am useless sometime..

i have no faith recently..

pls lifts my head up when i am down..

turn my low to high

only u can do it..

陈平。

12月2日，合艾和约20周年。

陈平，前马共总书记再次表达回国意愿。

副首相慕尤丁也再次表态政府拒绝让他回国。

本人为此愤愤不平！但无计可施，只好在此痛骂傻与无能的政府！

合艾合约，

一份据意义的君子条约？？

还是敌我双方尔虞我诈的计量？

条约清楚表明马共成员能定居我国！！

300 多名成员先后以回国，他们依照条约行使，

没有展开报复或地下行动！

20多年已过，马共消失绝迹。

陈平本着一颗生于斯，长于斯的情感，

85岁高龄仍不辞劳苦，想方设法回到他的祖国。

无奈联邦法院驳回此案！

为何陈平不能归国？？？！！！

因他烂杀无辜？？

放屁！

就算有，他也悉心道歉，这种精神难能可贵！

用以对比，

那些在牢狱里死于非命；反贪局有去无回的家属，

又向谁讨共讨？？！！

没有陈平，

没有今日的大马！

说起爱国，它比我们任何人都爱！

在日本侵略之时，你们这些说为的土著又在哪里？？！！

苟且偷生，做人奴隶，汉奸！

没他，谁保护这国家？？

而你们这些副首相，贪官，法官,

当时可能是10几20岁的小伙子，有做了什么？？？！！

我想说的是，

你们没资格说他不爱国！

不让他回国！

不让他落叶归根！！

没他，你们有首相，法官，贪官做吗？？！！

用你们的猪脑想想！！

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我由心底感谢您！

陈忠！

你是位真正的英雄！

忠心祝福你。。。

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马华的贪官污吏们,

这简单的抗议都没做到。

继续你们的三国演绎！来届大选，

你铁定少了9张票！

went to sispec yesterday..

don really know wat is stands for..

special infantry specialist??

or whatever..

is basically thier NS camp la..

erm...quite interesting..

learn about thier military..

and got some hands on with the machine guns..

lol i had made my frined behind me just got to fire about 3?

this is because i gave a shot of about 13??

lol i din do it purposely..is because i could not hear wt the seargent said.

as the sound was so loud and i was with ear plugs..

i pulled the trigger until the officer grab my shoulder and shout to me..

STOP!!!

lol!!

it was really quite a nice experience..

and that was my first trip with my classmates anyway..

haha

after the trip...

i feel that we are really no match with them..

when it comes to war..

people having UAV predators,Apaches,Black hawks,F16,submarines,

but what we have??

astronauts??

Sukhoi Su-30??

wat we could win..

is people...

but..

how many people willing to sacrify for this country??

but i will be the first one to grab up the gun..

and fight in the enemies line..

because i love this country..

my nation..

MALAYSIA..

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10 months has gone..

thanks for being with me in these time..

could not imagine my life without u..

u spiced up my life..

and add colours in it..

i will work hard..

so that u can accom me on this particular day??

i hope i can...

at least change to better..

see you...

take care

i am back..

it is god damn long i know..

i just don feel like to write anythign out..

but i finally have some mood cos i am damn high up by exam..

my exam will start from next week..

yea and i set my goal after the edu fair..

i wan too get into NUS..

where everyone says it will be a tough 1...

but i just like a challege..

watched 2012..

awesome..

i believe that there is an end for this world..

is just a matter of time..

cos we have ruined this motherland in such way..

we have to pay for it..

but perhaps if it is really going to come soon..

please let me know so that i can spend time with my precious..

u said u would run for your life if the day is coming??

but i choose to sit down peacefully..

hold ur hand in mine..

hug ur in me..

preserve your soul with mine..

i believe in destiny..

where everyone has his own path..

i am not in any religious..

but that is just my thinking..

i would just sit down..drink a cup of tea..holiding u...

sit down with family...

and lets meet in the next episode..

quite emo ah??

wat to do haha...

time flies..

it is almost 1 year for us...

and 3/4 year in sg...

been went through a lot of things together..

thanks to you..u spiced up my life..

and thanks to my classmates..

it is a pleasure to know u all..

i start to love u all..

anyway..

life has to be continued..

dream has to be persuaded..

goal has to be achieved..

friends has to be bonded..

and we..

shall be forever...

ppl..appreciate what you have and preserve them..

before it ends in front of your eyes...

it is holidays..

lol actually i had started my holidays 1 week ago..

so now left 6weeks to go..

erm wat should i do for the next few weeks?

actually i had wasted 1 week in jian mign's singapore house..

play eat read sleep see baby..

these are all the things i put myself in..

so iwasted 1 WHOLE WEEK..

i know a week is a long time for some of my frens do revise or study..

1 week is their precious time..

from i read on cindy and lb blog..

found out that wat they doing is really hard..

but mine some how still quite slack..

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so now plan wat i going use the time left..

1:work..i have found job..don knwo when to start.

2:improve my vocab..i feel mine sucks..cindy improved a lot..thumbs up!

3:take my time to get myself familiar about the stock market..

i feel damn dl when i see the price of genting sp keep on raising from 80cents..

to 1.17dollars now!omg

if i had an account and i bought it that time..

with 1 piece.zhang2(don knwo how to say)

i earn 300dollars now!damn it..stop raising while i waiting my account to be done!

4:think of any idea to grow the money i have..which is 700sg dollars..

quite a lot eh?i really save them up hardly..

money money money..

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some day i thought of this..

wat for everyone study so hard?

for me..i study..

is because i need to get knowledge..

but i gain knowledge is just to let myself earn money!

this is for me..

for others is maybe for some glory?or wat?

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i am 18 now..

i have to start earning my own money now..

i have set my goal..

by 20..i need to have 10000dollars in my account..

this target achievable..and make sense instead of 1million which is commonly used..

i have to start it now..

buck up man..

everyone..bless for me haha..

when i got it..i treat u all a nice feast!

promised!

THANKS..BLESS FOR ME

i feel damn proud to tel ppl aroung me..

my girl is..

NG ELAY!

lol..

as jian ming said:u got her,really lucky eh?

me:wat lucky.she is lucky too..

ming:huhu..

me:yea...

ming:anyway it is better that u choose her instead of kexin.

me:yes.fee it too..perhap different age has different mind and different needs..

not i need a steady but not puppy love..

ming:den u think she is the right 1?

me:absilutely!

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lol