Joe

2010-08-07T05:19:00.001-07:00

currently i have my sem break..

but i have no life...

freaking...

NO LIFE...

i need to make a change..

after things go smooth

2010-07-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG ELAY:)

2010-06-09T03:11:00.001-07:00

HOW LONG IT IS SINCE THE LAST TIME I WAS HERE

LOL REALLY LONG..

SERIOUSLY I AM GETTING BORED WITH BLOG..

AND I AM LAZY TO WRITE:)

YEA I AM HERE AGAIN TO TALK ABOUT MY FATTY.

NGELAY.

YES TOMMOROW IS YOUR 19TH BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)

YOU ARE 19 NOW!

WELL YOU WILL ALWAYS HOPE YOU ARE IN 18 HAHA.

AS YOU SAID THE FIRST WRINKLE OF A GIRL WILL BE ON 19TH HALF.

YEA SO YOU STILL HAVE ANOTHER HALF YEAR:)

ER..

词穷=.="

I SHALL KEEP ALL THE MUSHY ADDRESS TO OURSELVES:).

THIS WILL JUST BE A GREET:)

THIS IS YOUR SECOND THAT WE SPEND TOGETHER.

I AM HAVING EXAM AND I CANT BE CELEBRATING THIS WITH U ON EXACT DAY.

I AM SORRY.

WELL I KNOW YOU DON MIND:)..

PARTY ON SATURDAY HAHA.

ER..

I THINK I NEED TO PRAISE YOU.

YOU ARE ADORABLE.

ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU EAT..WAHAHA!

YOU TAKE CARE OF ME.

STILL REMEMBER I WAS SICK JUST AFTER A QUARREL WITH YOU.

YET A SILLY CAME ALL THE WAY FROM JB.

TO BUY ME A HERBAL TEA.

THE JOKE I SHALL NOT MENTION:)

BUT THIS IS REALLY TOUCH.

ELAY.

I CAN FEEL YOU ARE THE ONE I NEED IN MY LIFE:)

I WONT LET YOU GO..AT LEAST NOT EASILY..

THERE IS NO ONE BORNED FOR THE OTHER.

A LOVE NEEDS TOLERANCE FROM EITHER ONE SIDE.

SINCE YOU TOLD ME YOU ARE NOT DOING IT FOR ME..

IT HURTS LAST TIME.

BUT I TOLD YOU I WILL DO IT FOR YOU.:)

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

AND I KNOW YOU LIE ABOUT IT TOO NOW:)

COS U CHANGED.

NOT THAT FIERCE ANYMORE..LOL.

MUST BE LIKE ME. HUMBLE,ADORABLE,LOVEABLE KID MA.

DON WAN TO DRAG THIS TOO LONG.

SO I SHALL END HERE..

HOPE YOU LIKE THE LITTLE PRESENT:)

ELAY..

THANKS FOR BEING THE COLOURS IN MY LIFE.

SERIOUSLY,WITHOUT YOU I JUST COULDN'T SURVIVE.

WE WILL MAKE EVERYTHING THROUGH AND HAVE A GOOD ENDING:)

BELIEVE IT.

GO FOR IT.I KNOW WE DO.

ONCE AGAIN.

I LOVE YOU AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

OUR ALBUM NEEDS A MISTRESS AND SOMEONE TO PASTE THE LAST PAGE OF IT:)

ok this blog is dumb..i upload a picture and it changes all the things!!!

damn!!!
I MA SUPER ANGRY AND PISSED OFF!!

i am stucked again!!1

2010-02-05T08:15:00.000-08:00

i am lazy to tel anythign about me now...

they are a lot good thing happened to me..

but sorry my dear..

i just lazy to share..

read from my fatty's blog ya...

i am here to tell u all..

I AM STUCKED IN SINGAPORE AGAIN!

DUE TO STUPID CIP...

I WANA GO BACK...

HAVE MY NEW YEAR!

damn...

monday faster comes..

everyone is going to be uni student this year..

me..

STUCKED..

another 2 years...

i know it will come..

but i just feel du lan...

for not being a uni student like others in this year..

knowing this should not be used for comparison..

yet,i just feel it..lol..

ok i will have a bright future...

to pay for my sacrify of play and oversea relax uni life!.

damn it ..

god...gives me back ya..

promised..

LOL..

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baby i love you..

life without u i could really burst off...

hugx

3-6-5

2010-01-28T05:59:00.000-08:00

I am damn lazy.....

Lucky I have a good baby =D

Good food from Chef Ah Jie (sorry, I think Chef Ah Jie sounds better than Chef Fong. Haha )

You still owe me a song ♥

p/s: I am also very lazy, that's why I uploaded pictures but little words.

future...

2010-01-07T21:12:00.000-08:00

hi!

what is my future??

i somehow really wish to know it..

i am curious in it..

will i be in a successful path??

i hope i am..

i cant fail..cos it is a one-way journey..

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is blogging in the class again..

cos this stupid useless module is like wasting my time..

just went to see the exhibition of those seniors' final year project..

of cos only those who got chosen and known as the best only..

they are really doing a great great job...

so much more out of my imagination..

and it drag me into a deeper thought...

will my capability same as them when i am at my final year??

i have to strive and be among in the tent too..

if not it means a failure for me..

thier creations are so advanced..

and some of them got the interest from some big company..

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7weeks more to go den i will be finish my first year..

really fast...

and next week..you will be back to me again..

i am really happy and glad about it=)..

i have made myself quite dissolve in the culture and 'singlish'..

i don like the english here..but i have no choice cos i have no way else to learn..

and they will take your 'learning' as acting..

but without acting and practise..

u will only end up with singlish but not teh proper 1..

i believe myself still a fortune 1 cos i have the chances to AUS very often..

and there is the only chance i can learn english..

so i really wan to pick them up..

i am trying to clear all the obstacles..

ignoring every words they said.lol..

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our big day coming soon..

i will do somethign for u..

but bear with me..cos i still don have the strength to give u a luxury 1..

and i know u don mind..if not u will not be with me=)

thanks for everything..

i love you.

BYE 2009..HI 2010

2010-01-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR..NEW DREAM..NEW GOAL..NEW REVOLUTION..

ERM...OK

I AM LAZY TO WRITE ANYMORE..

BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST AS THIS IS GOING TO BE THE

FIRST POST IN 2010..LOL

SUMMARY OF 2009..

I HAVE ACHIEVED QUITE A LOT OF GOALS..

WHICH I SET THEM AT THE BEGINING OF 2009..

WOW..TIME FLIES..I SHOULD SAY..TIME TELEPORTS..

1 YEAR GONE..

LOL I HAVE MADE MYSELF..

HALFWAY TO FINANCIAL-INDEPENTANT..

yea i did it!lol..through all the hard works..

i spend all my hard-earned pennis..i feel free and comfortable..

sort of proud??lol..i guess so...but i just love the feeling..

next..i did learn new things!new skill..

i knwo how to sail a boat..

i haven go get the license..but i am sure to get it this year..

wa..it's like nothing in my brain now..lol...wth..

erm...foster my relationship with my bros??

i tried every possible way keep our distance not that unreachable..

sms u all whenever i am back from singapore..

i hope i maintain it well..

and it was awesome for the new year eve and the 'boom boom pow'

LOL..

and one more thing i wan to say..

i keep a very good relation with jian ming..lol...

we are almost like a real brother..

he is not an ordinary fren for me..

it is sort of a revolution from a fren to a family member..lol

seng jian ming...

i love you..maybe..fuck u..

ah...SKIP!

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ok wat i failed??

i failed to get my english and vocabulary improve!lol

cos i don have the determination to read english newspaper everyday..

cos SG newspaper the english is pro..and i have no electronic dictionary...

lol...these all are excuses haha..nutshell..i am lazy..

i feel i have spent my 2009 well..

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one more...

cos of u..

thank you..

u let me have a goal of my life..

you gave me a dream of our future..

you gave me the need to survive in singapore..

you are the essential ingredient in my life..

u lift my head up when i am down..

you weather-ed all the hurricanes with me.

we made our steps to this stage..
i shall appreciate u and us more than anythign else..

THANK YOU

my love...

i serioulsy like all the panda pictures...haha

2009-12-29T06:14:00.000-08:00

i am back..

so much to say...

but i am lazy...

but i am HAPPY..

i love my holidays..but it ends soon..

competition..job..exam coming soon..

lol..

see when i got mood only tel about my trip ba..

I AM INDULGE IN YOUR LOVE TOO..

THANK YOU.

2009-12-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

having exam right now..

yet..

still a lot of things suddenly crop up..

my didi..

has to be shifted from foon yew..

but where should we send him to?

i don know how to help him..

and my parents.

i am sure they are very upset and helpless..

i mean they are having more headache than me..

i have just requested my mum for not going taiwan..

cos i hope she get my didi thing done..

i feel terrible..cos travel is her only favourite now..

why wont my bro think..

like this not going to give him any benefit..

haiz..

my mum is having a much more troubles right now..

from every single sons..

sometimes i just feel that a big family is not really a good thing..

looks good in front of people..

but who knows the story inside them..

as every family has their own story book..

i hope i can give my mum more joys..

and i hope i can be one who gives least trouble to her..

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i feel i am really stupid..

sometime..

i just feel like so empty without u..

i will start thinking why m i studying..

if studyiing is because of ur money in future..

like this why don i just straight start to do business from my parent??

being reliable...

in which kind and which perspective right now as i have no penni in my hand?

being a man..i got to give the relibility to my girl..

and i am striving for it..

i just feel i still have nth as i am going 19..

i feel i am useless sometime..

i have no faith recently..

pls lifts my head up when i am down..

turn my low to high

only u can do it..

陈平。

2009-11-28T00:47:00.000-08:00

12月2日，合艾和约20周年。

陈平，前马共总书记再次表达回国意愿。

副首相慕尤丁也再次表态政府拒绝让他回国。

本人为此愤愤不平！但无计可施，只好在此痛骂傻与无能的政府！

合艾合约，

一份据意义的君子条约？？

还是敌我双方尔虞我诈的计量？

条约清楚表明马共成员能定居我国！！

300 多名成员先后以回国，他们依照条约行使，

没有展开报复或地下行动！

20多年已过，马共消失绝迹。

陈平本着一颗生于斯，长于斯的情感，

85岁高龄仍不辞劳苦，想方设法回到他的祖国。

无奈联邦法院驳回此案！

为何陈平不能归国？？？！！！

因他烂杀无辜？？

放屁！

就算有，他也悉心道歉，这种精神难能可贵！

用以对比，

那些在牢狱里死于非命；反贪局有去无回的家属，

又向谁讨共讨？？！！

没有陈平，

没有今日的大马！

说起爱国，它比我们任何人都爱！

在日本侵略之时，你们这些说为的土著又在哪里？？！！

苟且偷生，做人奴隶，汉奸！

没他，谁保护这国家？？

而你们这些副首相，贪官，法官,

当时可能是10几20岁的小伙子，有做了什么？？？！！

我想说的是，

你们没资格说他不爱国！

不让他回国！

不让他落叶归根！！

没他，你们有首相，法官，贪官做吗？？！！

用你们的猪脑想想！！

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我由心底感谢您！

陈忠！

你是位真正的英雄！

忠心祝福你。。。

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马华的贪官污吏们,

这简单的抗议都没做到。

继续你们的三国演绎！来届大选，

你铁定少了9张票！

2009-11-26T08:11:00.000-08:00

went to sispec yesterday..

don really know wat is stands for..

special infantry specialist??

or whatever..

is basically thier NS camp la..

erm...quite interesting..

learn about thier military..

and got some hands on with the machine guns..

lol i had made my frined behind me just got to fire about 3?

this is because i gave a shot of about 13??

lol i din do it purposely..is because i could not hear wt the seargent said.

as the sound was so loud and i was with ear plugs..

i pulled the trigger until the officer grab my shoulder and shout to me..

STOP!!!

lol!!

it was really quite a nice experience..

and that was my first trip with my classmates anyway..

haha

after the trip...

i feel that we are really no match with them..

when it comes to war..

people having UAV predators,Apaches,Black hawks,F16,submarines,

but what we have??

astronauts??

Sukhoi Su-30??

wat we could win..

is people...

but..

how many people willing to sacrify for this country??

but i will be the first one to grab up the gun..

and fight in the enemies line..

because i love this country..

my nation..

MALAYSIA..

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10 months has gone..

thanks for being with me in these time..

could not imagine my life without u..

u spiced up my life..

and add colours in it..

i will work hard..

so that u can accom me on this particular day??

i hope i can...

at least change to better..

see you...

take care

2009-11-20T06:54:00.000-08:00

i am back..

it is god damn long i know..

i just don feel like to write anythign out..

but i finally have some mood cos i am damn high up by exam..

my exam will start from next week..

yea and i set my goal after the edu fair..

i wan too get into NUS..

where everyone says it will be a tough 1...

but i just like a challege..

watched 2012..

awesome..

i believe that there is an end for this world..

is just a matter of time..

cos we have ruined this motherland in such way..

we have to pay for it..

but perhaps if it is really going to come soon..

please let me know so that i can spend time with my precious..

u said u would run for your life if the day is coming??

but i choose to sit down peacefully..

hold ur hand in mine..

hug ur in me..

preserve your soul with mine..

i believe in destiny..

where everyone has his own path..

i am not in any religious..

but that is just my thinking..

i would just sit down..drink a cup of tea..holiding u...

sit down with family...

and lets meet in the next episode..

quite emo ah??

wat to do haha...

time flies..

it is almost 1 year for us...

and 3/4 year in sg...

been went through a lot of things together..

thanks to you..u spiced up my life..

and thanks to my classmates..

it is a pleasure to know u all..

i start to love u all..

anyway..

life has to be continued..

dream has to be persuaded..

goal has to be achieved..

friends has to be bonded..

and we..

shall be forever...

ppl..appreciate what you have and preserve them..

before it ends in front of your eyes...

2009-09-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

it is holidays..

lol actually i had started my holidays 1 week ago..

so now left 6weeks to go..

erm wat should i do for the next few weeks?

actually i had wasted 1 week in jian mign's singapore house..

play eat read sleep see baby..

these are all the things i put myself in..

so iwasted 1 WHOLE WEEK..

i know a week is a long time for some of my frens do revise or study..

1 week is their precious time..

from i read on cindy and lb blog..

found out that wat they doing is really hard..

but mine some how still quite slack..

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so now plan wat i going use the time left..

1:work..i have found job..don knwo when to start.

2:improve my vocab..i feel mine sucks..cindy improved a lot..thumbs up!

3:take my time to get myself familiar about the stock market..

i feel damn dl when i see the price of genting sp keep on raising from 80cents..

to 1.17dollars now!omg

if i had an account and i bought it that time..

with 1 piece.zhang2(don knwo how to say)

i earn 300dollars now!damn it..stop raising while i waiting my account to be done!

4:think of any idea to grow the money i have..which is 700sg dollars..

quite a lot eh?i really save them up hardly..

money money money..

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some day i thought of this..

wat for everyone study so hard?

for me..i study..

is because i need to get knowledge..

but i gain knowledge is just to let myself earn money!

this is for me..

for others is maybe for some glory?or wat?

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i am 18 now..

i have to start earning my own money now..

i have set my goal..

by 20..i need to have 10000dollars in my account..

this target achievable..and make sense instead of 1million which is commonly used..

i have to start it now..

buck up man..

everyone..bless for me haha..

when i got it..i treat u all a nice feast!

promised!

THANKS..BLESS FOR ME

2009-09-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

i feel damn proud to tel ppl aroung me..

my girl is..

NG ELAY!

lol..

as jian ming said:u got her,really lucky eh?

me:wat lucky.she is lucky too..

ming:huhu..

me:yea...

ming:anyway it is better that u choose her instead of kexin.

me:yes.fee it too..perhap different age has different mind and different needs..

not i need a steady but not puppy love..

ming:den u think she is the right 1?

me:absilutely!

end...

lol

2009-08-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

second time..

2 weekends continuously..

soli..

i don know the reason this time..

but i wil look after my words and wat i m doing..

to try any possible way to stop this..

stop making u angry and spoilt our day..

soli..

soli i was having fever..

but i din manage o contact u..

i m fine now after a short nap..

u take care too k?

sms me once u top up..

2009-08-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

wat a bad day of life

2009-08-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

what a stupid quarrel today.

soli for making u upset..

but i seriously sad too.

i seriously don think i was wrong in that matter.

i really just get a blur shot in my mind den made mistake in the fare.

is not my temper getting worse.

is not i lost my patient.

is u..

i just made a small mistake like that only.

but u scolded at me wat..

cant i feel nth when someone scolded me when i was not in the wrong..

and seriously there was no wrong or right.

just a mistake.

i don deserve the blame.

i made u sad..

u caused me hurt..

soli..

2009-08-16T22:44:00.000-07:00

thinking of changing to sci just wan to be a ricience course..

after today autocad test..

i did really study hard for it..

but some how it needs some imagination b4 u can draw it out..

which i m a dumb in it..

i feel maybe my strong point is in science area?

i don know wat to do..i m in a dilemma..

haiz..

don ask me wat i wan..cos i don knw either..

i just wan to be a rich man..

not work under ppl and i be the boss..

how i start??

wat i wan??

wat the hack on me..

perhap..

i may seriously think of changeign course to chemical engineering..

which i once think about study it..

if i don get an A for my autocad..

which i need to score at least 70 in test 2...

god teach me pls..

2009-08-05T21:13:00.000-07:00

ah..under a lot of pressure..IDEA presentation passed..

leaving OC ..

exam is around the corner..

mechaic lab test,mechanic test.mechanic online assignment.

electronic lab test,multisim presentation,electronic test..

autocad some more..

damn a lot..

high...

yesterday thinking of wil anyone of mgc come and join us in singapore?

lol the first thought and biggest hope is ong yong jie..

come on baby..looking forward to ur arrival to sg...

choose carefully for yourself..

life here really not that exciting..

is boring when u stay in room..

sien la no uni or college life' feel..

going to play pool..

haha!

2009-07-30T01:10:00.000-07:00

ok everyone..

tel me wat to do...

my car...

being broken by my teamate's father..

as what he said...

u all know how much effort i put on it..

came out with the design..

manufactured it...

and went to workshop 'ALONE' to smoothen it.

i gave it a great hope in it for winning the prize...

but it is broken now..

k...

don cry over a spilt milk.

i should now think of a way to fix it back...

i hope i can make it perfectly..

and school works are driving me crazy..

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soli baby..

i m not in a good mood..

hugx..

2009-07-28T18:38:00.000-07:00

bitch..

when i almost done my blogging..

don know wth i presses..

it was deleted..

and so now i will make this blog shorter as i m not so determine to write a good 1..

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ok i got the champion for pol-ite volleyball tournament..

i did not feel os happy as wat i got in jb..

but i think this competition some how made me more bonded to the team n teamates..

and made us have build up some chemistry between us..

the mind of quit had quitted from my mind..

and i wan to let my baby come and see my competition haha..

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passed our half year anniversary last weekend..

time flies...

a lot of big decision in our life had been made..

i know is some how feel ridiculous and non-rasional for some one..

but i think we had considered them carefully with a matured mind..

i think we had choosed the best for us..

and i will never regret of wat i choosed..

i m living a contented life...

not wishing anything more..

but just to strive and wish for a little bit of luck...

let me shine..

give u a good life...

i going to start buying some stocks and learn some investment through it..

wish me luck..

earn my first tong of gold..

i love u baby..

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oh ya..worked 2.5 hours..

earned 20dollars..

it is really quite a lot..

wish to go back work again...

i will not quit suddenly and irresponsibly again..

haha...

finding a job..

bye...

2009-07-23T17:18:00.001-07:00

down down down down...

this feeling is weird...

and inconsolable.

2009-07-15T23:03:00.000-07:00

first of all..i wan to say soli to tey wei..

tey wei..yesterday i had competition in singapore..

i cant wish u on time soli..later i call u..

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second talked about the match yesterday..

versus the strongest team yesterday..

temasik poly..

well we won them with a score of 3-2..tough game..

but compare to the national final on 2007..

this is easier and faster..

k k the match some how make me feel a bit bonded to the team

cos my teamates trusted me and i did a good job too..

reconsidering of quit-ing it.

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just now swam..

after warming up with 1 lap..

i straight away swim a 3 laps free-style non stop..

150m i think..3 laps of a standard size pool..

that is the highcord i ever made..

swim till i feel like to faint..

well aku pencen selepas itu..

lesson of the day..

never try to push ur limit too far..

slowly will always go further..

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baby is having lesson right now..

everyone is..except me..

waiting to see her..going out later at night..

see u..

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ok i shall stop and revise my works..

should call tey wei later..

tey wei wait for me..

mucks!

2009-07-13T23:19:00.000-07:00

cb i rushed down from my house to school..

the teacher told me;class canceled..

WTF..

having extra 2 hours break and is in the free access room blogging.

i seriously miss my baby a lot..

this week having my volleyball competition..

may not be able to see her..

but i know ur heart is always be with me..

ur voice could melt me..

we shall bridge over all the river..

and stand at the edge of happiness..

hugx..

2009-07-13T23:14:00.000-07:00

ERM STAND UP JINWEI..

I KNOW YOUR FEELING VERY VERY WELL..

COS I HAVE EXPERIENCED IT..

I UNDERSTAND IT MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE..

BUT JIN WEI..LIFE HAS TO BE CONTINUE,

when u look it back after years..

u will find out urself very silly for wasting ur time to emo..

the warm embrace does't last..

so just let it go..

she don go,how can the right 1 come?

believe me..u will live better without her..

u can have ur dota..have ur basketball..have ur frens..

someone better will come to u.

GEAR UP..MOVE..

2009-06-23T19:55:00.000-07:00

nothing is important anymore..

i just wan you to get recovered

2009-06-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

going to start my new life in singapore again soon..

exam on monday..

try to squeeze sth inside..

a brand new life in singapore..

without her..

only me..

god bless me..

2009-06-19T23:13:00.000-07:00

nothing goes in my mind..

start to read the words..

start to think about u..

i can start feel it now..

feel the loneness..

no more morning call to wake me up...

no more sms-ing when i walk to mrt station..

no more cheering up when i m down..

no more starbuck..no more cityhall..no more raffles..no more...

what i feel it will go the same to you..

i know u r as down as me right now..

we don know the future..

we don know the coming years..

but 1 thing we know..

we are truely in love with each other right now...

nobody knows wat will happen in the end..

nobody knows can our love persist..

but i m gonna wait for u..

baby i will wait for u..

you gotta be feeling crazy like me now..

how can u walk away,everything stays the same?

i just cant do it baby..

but i will minimise the impact..
baby,i will wait for you

baby,i will wait for you

if it's the las thing i do..

baby i will wait for you.

coz i don know wat else i can do..

if it takes the rest of my life..

baby i will wait for you.

i really need u in my life

no matter wat i have to do..

i wait for u...

i'll be waiting......

2009-06-19T21:36:00.000-07:00

failed to study again...

mechanic..autocad..electronic..lab..

none of them i studied..

everything stuck in my mind..

i gonna depend on how much i listened in the class..

everything seems so dull now..

some damn grey clouds have covered up my holy sun..

going to find a way..

break through all these..

revive the rainbow of my life..

let it shines again..

2009-06-18T21:33:00.000-07:00

2 more ppl leave from SP..

this tiny little small dot is getting less and less ppl..

it's going to have less and less thing for me to stay too..

but i still have to hold it in 3 years..

yea..i quit my volleyball..

no mood in it anymore in SP..they are playing 'status' game..

and no more goal for me to stay with it..

but yea of cos i will go and learn more things...

to be an all-rounded..

and emphasize my life..make it more interesting but no dull...

has been slack for 2 weeks..left 1 week to study for mid-term test..

going to buck up..before i die..and trive to beat everyone..

be the top..

at the peak..

OUTSTANDING....

2009-06-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

gonna sleep early today..promised baby..haha

2009-06-17T13:15:00.000-07:00

i really love my baby so much!!

your picturemake so happy...so sweet..

we are an item..i will hold ur hand tightly walk together all the way down..

2009-06-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

2.16am...

is time to sleep..good night baby..

i really miss u a lot..will be back soon..

mucks...i will finished the case as soon as possible..

sweete dream...mucks

2009-06-16T10:53:00.000-07:00

no cry baby..

i will be there always..

go for it..

your dream..your future..

yea..there would be some ways for us..as wat u said last time...

rest assured..i will be fine 1 more time..

no matter where u r..a part of me will alwyas be with u..

2009-06-09T12:36:00.001-07:00

3.36am...haha

2009-06-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

enjoying my life with u...

appreciate every second that i have

2009-06-07T17:14:00.000-07:00

i scare...

i don know how much time i left...

i don know will i pull it over this time...

2009-06-02T01:47:00.000-07:00

i had mentally prepared for everything of this..
i know it will happen..
baby i know that is wat u wan it so much...
i support u go for it...
i know it is hard to straight up ur heart to go for it..
but that is ur chance...ppl wan it so much but is not so fortunate like u...
now u got the chance...go for it...after this time maybe u really cant get a golden opportunity...
i don know how to expree out my words...
i wish i could find a word to say..
baby i would tell u how much u mean to me...
how much u filled in my heart..
all i ever want it comes right down to u..
all the hurdles...all the obstacle we had gone through...
will never be just a part of my memories...
cos i wont let us become only a memory...
baby i promise u that my clock will stuck on thoughts of u and me only...
4years...i know it is hard...but i willy to try...
rest assure baby...without u..i wont go...
baby my advise is go for it..
i cant be so selfish keeping you with me...
go go my dear...
4years...yes it is a test...before it happen on myself..
i never believe in long distance love...
but for u...my babyi willing to give it a try...
no matter wat is the outcome...u r always in my mind...my heart is always wit u..
no matter where r u...no matter where m i...
a part of me is always be with u...
that is...
MY HEART...
I LOVE U MY DEAR...

2009-05-28T18:06:00.000-07:00

in lecture room now...everyone is studying except me...lot of things to tell
but going to say the du lan thing first..this morning get down from my house.i decided to plug in my earphone into cell phone to listen to the radio as usual..

i put my electronic book on the public table at the f irst floor of the hdb...

(ok lazy to type out d)so just i lost the electronic bookla!and now i don have book to study...

that's y i blog-ing here..and i don have my specs..left it inside elay's ..so i cant look

to the whiteborad too...

ok lets talk about yesterday..

5.20am..

my phone alarm rang(should be la)..i don know how i off it or just let it

stop itself without any conscious..

(BIG NEWS!)

I RAN INTO FEMALE TOILET JUST NOW WITHOUT GLASSES!

WITH SOEMONE INSIDE THE TOILET!!LOL!!

ME:EH?WAT ARE U DOING HERE?WHY ARE U INSIDE HERE?

THE GIRL INSIDE:HEY!THIS IS FEMALE TOILET!WAT r U DOING

ME:HUH!OH YA!SHIT!SOLI!SOLI!

I RAN OUT AS QUICK LIKE I HAVING A TURBO!

OK GG THE GIRL WHO SAW ME WILL RECOGNIZE ME..

PERHAP I SHOULD HIDE SOMEWHERE IN SCHOOL TODAY....

joke finish..

continue yesterday..

5.40am

i called my baby to wake her up..i thought it was 5.20am which was the set time..

i fall asleep just after i pressed the "call"..

that means i came in conscious for 2second to call her..lol...

6.00am

elay:u intend to wake me up at 5.40?or u cant wake up again..

me:huh?how come?i called u ah..

......

......(lazy type d)

so conclusion is i once again failed to wake my baby up and i think is cos jolin help me..

so she din really angry me...i love u baby..wink..

5.55pm

she reached bukit gombak..

elay:u give me eat fast fast later..

me:huh?why?

elay:i don wan to be late for the concert..

me:oh ok...

(while we are eating)

elay:if u finish ur rice slower than me den u know.(she scope her rice and put it in my plate)

me:.....-_-"

5minutes later.

elay:i think u sure lose.if u slower than me den u must sing a song to me..

me:...( (busy eating)

5minutes later again she finished...look at me...:so slow...

den sayang me again..but i still have to sing to her..-_-

she damn cute...

so i sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin at first..

but she laughed like hell after i sang the first word...

ok so change..xiao mao lu this time...ok job done..

den reach the jolin concert lo...

she was late for half an hour..performance was quite good..

but i quite feel soli for her...she looked exhausted..

here are some of the pictures..

lecture finish..bye

2009-05-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

at cityhall suntec city starbuck house now..

lol drinking coffee,eating chicken pie and using lap top...lol oversea life like wat i experienced in australia strik my mind... oh ya and with my baby i feel so comfortable..temporary forget every troubles and hardship of my school works...this feeling is nice...

2009-05-26T01:28:00.000-07:00

In foodcourt 5 now...just finisheof my works..

the smell of subway,kfc and pizza hut blend together and is really awaken my taste buds..

but i have to hold my desire to have a bite on subway..cos if not den i will over my daily budget..sounds pathetic right?but that is the reality...

for 1 while week i really not in the mood for no reason...perhap is get bored with this tiny little small dot in world..

was sick from sunday night till yesterday...i really glad that i have her...

be with me all the tme..take care me when i was sick..cheer me up when i was down...

i really can sense your love to me...as i said,u r my medicine,u r my sugar..life in here could me more miserable if u r not around...i would like to say thank you...i promised i will grow...stronger,more mature,teng u,love u,and give u a sense of secured...

lol i should try not posting this kind of blog again..

going to volleyball training later...and goh wei peng took my time!haha

occupied my her...u good...

tomolo roller blade...thurs isc dumpling outing plus volleyball training..

oh ya should find a time go to the singapore flyer..having offer now haha..

k i should go and have my dinner now..

bye bye

2009-05-22T23:17:00.000-07:00

don know wat to blog actually..but just don wish to off my pc ..trying to escape those damn assignments..

Guys..limbo going off...really a sad thing..mgc so hai left me,dog,weiyuan

from now onward nobody will slap himself after i called him to..

nobody will call himself noob after i called him to..

nobody will jump into water when i call him too..

LIMBO...I MISS U MAN...

ok i tell u,if u don get a nice college den i ask my family all choose opponent party

in election..fuck them up...

limbo really wish u don leave..is there any chance for u to coem back?

your leaving let me feel like singapore almost has nth d...wtf...

GOD BLESS U LIMBO...

And 1 more thing is,i don know y ah dog du lan me that day..

i don think just because of that fuck u word right?cos u never like this and

dulan for this long...

now nth d right?lol i think i will never know the reason for my life...

i m still not really like the life in singapore..as singaporean really quite sucks..

i got no much bond with them..kinda du lan SP too la..

and GG feel like to change course..

last week really not a nice week for me..lots things came to strike my mood and life in sg..

k k i gtg ...

to go and finish mmy autocad and fuck IDEA work..

bye

2009-05-17T22:18:00.000-07:00

LOl..3 weeks man...since my last post..
ok this 3 weeks i was having endless tutorial,assignments,and cca..
hey i have picked up a new skill>>>sailing..
lol actually it is cool..but just seldom can show off coz u cant get the boat easily..
lol i just came back from the camp..and i got burned by the sun and now i m like bao qin tian..RED...
the camp lasts for 2 days..the games which singaporean planned were suck..they wasted lot of foods with nothing and harming our environmet..i reallt got damn furious with thier games and i refused to join them in the game..i will tell u all next tie if got chance..but after this 4weeks in sngapore..i feel o proud and glad that i m a malaysian borned chinese...guys...we are outstanding at outside..i m sure u all can feel it..those who are in malaysia.u all cant feel cos u r competing with ppl who are equally good with u..singaporean have no knowledges and have a reactagular brain..i cant accept with wat they were doing..
ok stop complaining..
now i can sail quite well by myself..so anyone wants to try?find me...but be prepared that u may drop into the sea cos i had it for 4 times!!
The highlight of the sailing time was when a cargo ship wanted to enter the strait to the port while we were sailing at the entrance..
it hons were fightening...once it hons..we got to sail away from it and give it a big way to go through..safety motorboats were running everywhere with the silents and shouting everywhere..it just like a movie scene..it was exciting..den i quickly sail away but the wave created by the ship was too big and it caused me this greenhorn capsize my boat and drop into the sea..don worry...safety shirt on...it was a brand new experience which i don think you ppl will have the chance to try it..haha...
I am deciding the get the license to become and true sailor..i love the laser sail i used..
CALL ME A SAILOR NOW...
and i will go and try out soem other sport and let u guys know the experiences...

high

2009-04-20T00:04:00.000-07:00

In the school library now.The others like wy,dog,linbo,grace,peng,jiayi and others are attending a class now.Except me..
lol my time table damn shiok..
mon,thurs,friday all starts at 8 ends at 12.
only tues till 5pm and wed till 1.30..
it is awesome compare to lin bo 1 haha..the earliest time to end is 3pm..lol!!
well i m going to be like that when 2ns semester comes...
ok this is going to be a long post since i got nth to do in school..
and my freaking notebook still not yet received as it ran out of stock and coming in from japan by next week...oh man fuck...
Erm...school is quite fun..my class still ok.3malaysians,1 china..
lol and 3 nerds are in my class lol...
just went for the first lesson this morning..ok that is freaking hard..a totally brand new thing
for me to learn..unlike limbo and weiyuan who study form4 chapter 1..fuck them..and limbo was so proud that he can beat all singaporeans in his class in mid term test..fuck him...
erm...i m quite worry cos my lesson is so confusing..chao gu hai..today was wat computer aided drafting..lol la don know how to use at all..i hope other modules will be something i similar with..
ok now lets talk about international freshmen orientation..lol god..the only high thing is i know lots ppl from others countries..myammar,vietnam,singapore,malaysia,indonesia,china and others..
lol the performances and games were nth compare to malaysias'..
and u know wat..singaporeans love to drag...fuck them man..met a indonesian.
pretty...8points..
and the funnest thing was me,limbo,dog talk with new friends by using shan dong tune..
lol man everyone believed untill we told the truth ourselves!
A china fren name xin peng..lol high with us by using the same tune while that was not his ordinary slang as he was from zhejiang..he gave me and limbo 11marks out of 10..that shows out 'proness'..lol!dog keep wants to find pretty girl and keep acting flirt face but in fact he don dare to ask any number and talk to them..lousy dog..
i had learned some myammar language..na meh gu chi teh..guess wat is this?
I LOVE U...
lol...
ok IFOD ends here...
lets talk about the welcome party held on last thursday night..
seriously..it was something...if whole mgc was here..that will be crazy!yet this never happened..haiz...
there we saw the pro and sg of singaporeans...
the sg thing was there were some stupid malays pushing here pushing there and shacking their heads feeling very funny and handsome...they were SG..and i think is ARE..cos they always behave like that...lol wat in our mind is...malays are all same..neither from singapore or malaysia...
and...singapore girl...strong..simply grap 1 and she can be sexy..this u ask dog u will know...
inconvinient to talk at here...later baby see and i m dead..lol...
their beatboxing was a great performance..
I will end here...and pictures are coming up...going to post at mgc blog too...
COMING SOON.................

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2009-03-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

It has been a week since my last post..

The mood is totally different.

yesterday was my last chance to meet nai d..

he is going to kl..1 more best fren leave me behind..

as wat my mum said..this is a tage of life..no matter how close u with ur fren..1 day u all may be separated too..

everyone has to go find their dream..

yea it's truth...

now i just hope that god will just let dog,jin wei,wei yuan and me together persue our studies in singapore together..

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and i found it out too..and that is wat i think..

maybe we shouldn't go that far..worrying that i may hurt u..

lets back to be simpler....

GOD DAMN HAPPY

2009-03-13T21:02:00.000-07:00

RESULT OUT...
the time waiting to receive result waS SO DAMN SUPER DUPER NERVOUS..
wei yuan was the first to trell u..:eh eh ee jie i saw ur name on second page of the paper!
i was like HUH??!!PAPER?SECOND PAGE?!THAT MEANS HOW MANY As i got???
lol...
ran and asked puan ling..10A1 1A2..
WOOHOO!!!OUT OF MY EXPECTATION!
FUYOH...
i really have to thanks all my frens and family...they really gave me a big support..
and ah nai too..he was the 1 always taught me and make myself feel like wana to compete with him..
but i losed...
lol...
i am really happy to get this result..never feel my parent and make them proud of me...
now i wish to study at singapore poly...i hope my this decision will never wrong..and it leads me to a bright and shiny future..
and to my baby..
really happy to have u with me..ur hugx and ur words always give me a strong support..they are sweet..tq..
lets celebrate and make myself relieved first haha..to digest this achievement of mine...great job to me..i deserve some presents!!haha

busybody?childish?maybe...

2009-03-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

FOR WAT I HAVE DONE IN GIRL'S BLOG.I M SOLI FOR ANY MISUNDERSTANDING CAUSED.
MAYBE I WAS BUSYBODY.LOL I SHOULD CHANGE BACK TO BE THE PAST OF ME..
NEVER LAY A FINGER OR SPILT A SINGLE DROP OF SALIVA ON THINGS WHICH ARE NONE OF MY BUSINESS...

GIRLS..HERE I SAY I M TRUELY SOLI..

I JUST RECEIVED CALL FROM CINDY!!!

2009-02-24T02:24:00.003-08:00

LOL NOW CINDY CALLED D TOO!!!!!!!!!LOL ALL DONE!!NO ONE MISS OUT D!!1HAHA I LOVE U ALL!!!

REALLY THANKS A LOT..

2009-02-24T02:07:00.001-08:00

Today i received so many messages and calls.all together about 100..all my close friends and family never forget me.i feel so proud to have such strong bonded relation with u all..

lol the receiving calls from ah nai and shu yi made me so touch..haha thank you shu yi and ah nai!lol almost made me feell like crying...

And the call from my baby..ah duh how to say..they were so so lovely..just feel like to hug u!..happy bday to u,happybirthday to u,happy bday to u..happy bday to u!haha this was the song..so lovely,sweet,and warm..i love you baby.truely.mucks!

And thanks my sister,she treat me so well that she promised to buy me a lot of presents haha.

My dage..he sms me..i have a long time din see him...

san ge,er ge,i m still waitng ur calls from melbourne!haha

wu ge and didi,,we will celebrate together later..

THANK YOU MY DAD AND MUM!

U ALL SUFFER SO MUCH TO GROW ME UP..

I PROMISE I WILL WORK HARD AND BE SUCCESS IN LIFE!

I HAVE TURNED 18!!!

2009-02-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

First of all i would like to say: I AM 18 NOW!I AM A MAN!LOL

Ok secondly:i am really really happy to receive all the wishes from you all..i would like to say,THANK YOU ALL MY FELLOW FRIEDNS!It has been 1 whole year,165 and 1 over 4 days since our last party at ah nai house!we had passed every sour,sweet,bitter and spicy life together.It could be said that without u all.My life would noy be so colourful and meaningful!I am glad i have u all to be my best friends ever.No matter from no club or mgc..it ca be assured that i will never ever forget u all!THANK YOU!!!1

Thirdly:Here i would like to announce all the winners for the past 30minutes in my greetign contest.Here it goes,check this out.

MOST LOVELY:BABY ELAY!OF COS U WORTH TO THIS PRIZE!U GAVE ME THE MOST LOVELY CALL AND BIRTHDAY SONG!AND YOUR PRESENTS!TOUCH.U MADE ME IN CLOUD NINE!I LOVE YOU BABY!
EARLIEST:TEY WEI SHENG.YOU VERY GOOD SINCE U ARE THE FIRST IN MGC.DON SIMPLY DIAO ME.
SECOND BUT ON ACCURATE TIME:THOUGHT HIMSELF IS THE FIRST BUT HE LOSE TO TEY WEI.U VERY GOOD.SMS ME ON 12.00AM. AND HE SAID I AM HANDSOME,LOL.MUCKS
THIRD:LEE JERRY SHEN GUAN(GRASS BRO):BUSY WOMANIZING.WAT TO DO.FORGOT UR FAVOURITE LINE.MAY LADY BE BY YOUR SIDE.LOL
MOST UNEXPECTED AWARD:CCY:YOU ARE OUT OF MY EXPECTATION TO BE THE FIRST NO CLUB MEMBER TO GREET ME.THANK YOU.YOU ARE TOO VERY GOOD.
MOST DL AWARD.OYJ:YOU ARE VERY CB AS U JUST SENT ME"HB"!CHAO HAI DON EVEN WRITE A FULL 1.U WAIT!LOL TQ STILL.MY LORD..LOL
MOST FORMAL GREETING:WAN BOON KENG. TQ ANYWAY.
MOST SINCERELY:SHI LING.I WILL NEVER FORGET U AND EVERYONE ALTHOUGHT I GOT A BABIE.THANK YOU U R VEYR GOOD.TRY SOME MEAT IN FUTURE.U WILL LOVE THEM!HAHA!
MOST CB:TAN JIN WEI.I HATE RAPIST THE MOST IN MY LIFE.DAMN U RAPIST CALL GIRL SO LATE TO WISH ME.TOMOLO NOT SEE U IN SWIMMING POOL DEN U DIE.
LATEST:LINDA LAU SU SHEN.LUCKILY U MADE IT IN TIME.IF NOT U WILL BE AWARDED WITH MOST DISAPPOINTING.THANK YOU..
MISS THE MOST:AH NAI.I MISS U SO MUCH.THINGS MUST BE HARD FOR U TO HOLD IT ALONE OUT THERE.TAKE CARE MY BRO.DO COME BACK AND CELEBRATE FOR ME AGAIN.SOLO.
UNFORGETABLE:WAYNE AND ADRIAN LIM.LIFE THERE IS GREAT RIGHT?DON EVER FORGET YOUR BROS OUT HERE.TAKE CARE.DO CONTACT US WHEN U HAVE TIME ESPECIALLY WAYNE.
NEVER OUT OF MY MIND:CINDY:WE CELEBRATE WHEN U OUT!HAHA

i have to apologise to those whom name is not stated here.cos there are too many ppl.but i appreciate evry greeting and wishes form u all.thank you ning jie,ah seow,wei keong,wei yuan,lihui.and nicolo..nth to say about you.U DIN SEND ME A GREETING!GG

really thanks bro and girls..may our friendship last forever and lets strive for a bright future!we gonna to attend each and everyone wedding and be god dad and mum.THANK YOU!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!I AM A MAN NOW!

to my baby

2009-02-22T03:24:00.000-08:00

don think too much..we just start for 1 month..nothing will happen 1..and..i stay here with my own will..don ever think that is u made me to change my mind..and don tell me regret..i m really hate this word from u and disappointed when u say it..i never regret that i have u.and never regret i stay here..soem more i wont let myself to have the chance to regret it..i live strive for a wonderful and prosperity life here..i love you truely with all my heart..maybe u cant feel it..but i will prove it..
i love u always..

jie..

MY FIRST PERSONAL BLOG!

2009-02-22T03:09:00.001-08:00

THIS IS MY FIRST PERSONAL BLOG POSTING IN MY LIFE..AFTER SEEING SO MANY PPL WRITE THIER BLOG AND IT BUST UP MY INTEREST IN THIS..I HOPE I WILL POST SOMETHING HERE FROM TIME TO TIME.KEEPING IT AWAY FROM BEING JUST A RUBBISH..LOL